This is my first post of 2010 too so I hope that all of you have had a great new year so far, and make it a good one. Last time I checked 2010 was OUR year to shine and make stuff happen so take advantage of that!! =)
While I was away I've been going through major transformations, many pages have been turned, some volumes have been completely closed, but I'm here! So without further ado let me get this show on the road!!
:: Life ::
Life as I know it is constantly taking a lot of unexpected turns. But lately I’ve been searching for the reasons in these things, and hoping that the results are in my favor. I’m at a point in my life where I’m rebuilding and really working on becoming wise. I had to honestly start from the outside and work my way. I’ve had to come to some pretty eff’d up conclusions about myself but I know that it isn’t anything I can’t work on changing. I can give myself a pat on the back because I’ve been working on things and making new habits BUT I still have a ways to go. I get frustrated with myself at times, especially when I do something and it seems like I’ve been split in half and I’m looking at myself from the outside, I have to get myself together. Things are hard when you have so many forces against you, and sometimes it feels like you’re the only person in the world that feels that way, but from time to time I have to tell myself to sit back and really evaluate some situations, its not that bad, things could be worse!!
My broad circle of close friends has been closed in to only a very select few and I love it this way. We don’t always necessarily roll deep to places, but we don’t need to because we have each others backs no matter what and at the end of the day thats all that matters.
It may seem (to me) that some things aren’t going my way, but I truly believe that this is all a part of a HUGE master plan that is going to be awesome. I feel kind of uneasy about it now because it isn’t going my way BUT at the end of the road I feel very excited because I know that great things are in store for me and I can’t wait to see how everything unfolds. I just have to get myself together and learn to help myself in some aspects of my life and I’ll be straight!!
One of the most awesome things that has recently happened is me meeting the Taylor Gang and ever since then things have been awesome. I promise its crazy how one night can change your entire life for the moment lol. Wiz Khalifa is an awesome person, and he’s one of my favorite people right now. Period. He really knows how to bring a smile to my face, even when I don’t think I have it in me!! Not to mention he’s absolutely fuggin BRILLIANT and his music is the DOPEst!! The rest of the guys Chevy, Breezus, && Will are awesome as well!! The TG Chronicles continue to grow by the month, the next installment is April 8, 2010 in Atlanta can’t wait to see what happens and meet more of the Gang.
♥ Wiz, Me, Devan, Chevy ♥
♥ Wiz, Me, Devan, Chevy ♥
♥ Me, Chevy, && Devan ♥
♥ Gang, Gang ♥
*If you don’t know who Wiz Khalifa is (you’re missing out) there are a few of my favorite songs by him on my playlist listen to some of those. Go get his mixtapes!! They aren’t hard to find. How Fly (Curren$y && Wiz Khalifa), Flight School, Burn After Rolling (aka the B.A.R. Mixtape) .. Coming soon Kush x Orange Juice be on the lookout for that.
Go get his album on iTunes Deal or No Deal!!
You can also find him on Twitter ((twitter.com/RealWizKhalifa)) YouTube ((youtube.com/taylorgangent)) && Myspace ((myspace.com/WizKhalifa)) GO CHECK HIM OUT!!
Taylor Gang or Get Have'd lol
Yup, Told You He's Awesome ^_^
&& Not to mention he's in the XXL 10 Freshmen for '10 =)
:: Love ::
Tina said it the best what’s love got to do with it..? Like seriously, thats a real ass question. For a second I thought I was in love but it took me snapping back to reality and really surveying the scene, when something in the milk isn’t right, then pour that shit out and start over!! Get another cup haha. Needless to say the latest relationship was an EPIC fail .. I’m not even gonna get into the weak ass details but just know that it was some baby back bs haha!! I definitely learned my lesson with that one. Other than that minor speed bump (ha ha) nothing has changed. Still kickin’ it!
Who else? Oh, Brandon and I haven’t talked since I don’t know HOW long. I’m not gonna lie sometimes I miss him a lot, but when it comes to that situation, it was a blessing and a curse all at the same time, I learned a valuable lesson with that one as well and its made me a lot smarter so you can never go wrong with that. However, besides the bs, Brandon was definitely one of the most awesome people I’ve met, and I doubt that I’ll run across someone else like him again. He was definitely a favorite of mine, but you can’t control how other people act so it is what it is. He didn’t come back to Kentucky, he’s back in California so I’m probably never going to see him again *insert slightly sad face* but I honestly think it was for the best and that things were meant to happen that way. I wish him the best. It’s still L O V E!! Always!!
In other news lol there is a 3 year anniversary coming up for me and a certain someone. We’ve been tangled in this web of whatever we have for each other for 3 years on April 1st smh who would’ve thought we’d still be wreaking havoc in each others lives this far down the road? I sure as hell didn’t but I can’t complain. Even though he’s a douche lord I can’t help but admit that my life wouldn’t be the same without him. Some of you know who I’m talking about others don’t. But know he’s definitely special to me and he’s the bomb. *When he wants to be* haha!!
:: Family ::
*Sigh* The most ‘secure’ part of my life is sadly the most unstable right now. I don’t know if you guys remember me talking about my grandfather being sick with lung cancer, well he passed away on February 15, and it has definitely been hard for my family and myself. It’s almost like as soon as I get my head above water, something comes and pushes it right back under. I haven’t even scratched the surface again, I’m still in over my head, but I’m working on it. It just kills me to see the ones that I love hurting! We’re doing better now, but his absence still stings all of our hearts. It’s like the glue that kept us together isn’t there, and we’re falling apart!
When I went home for his funeral, it was like a lot of things were just dumped on top of me and I was forced to deal with a lot in a short amount of time. Quite frankly it sucks, but its all apart of life and being an adult so I have to suck it up and learn to deal with things.
Either way, I need all of your prayers and love sent up for me, I really appreciate it!!
:: Cool Stuff, I Guess ::
Ok sorry about the downer, but hey, what can I say, it needed to be included!! I guess I can try and make up for it with some cool stuff?? I don’t know lol.
My best friends Devan, Brittney, Angie, && I have came up with an entertainment group that we call Dream House Ent. (cue the balloons, streamers, and confetti n shit like that lol) and we’re pretty much slowly but surely taking over the world. We haven’t really started doing the things that we’ve planned because of school, but we’ve definitely been networking and more people are starting to know us!! Our motto is “Live LARGE, Dream BIG, Dream House Entertainment, Come Live Your Dreams Through Us” (cool shit right?) and we’re basically aiming towards making people laugh and keeping people entertained. We’re all pretty good at it because I think something is mentally wrong with all of us lol (in a good way) so once we really start getting things off of the ground we’ll be everywhere!! It’s a lot of people that love us but there are a lot of people that HATE us lol but whatever thats life!!
Brittney, Devan, && Me (Angie took the Pic)
Some other cool shit thats going on that I have to address is Friend of Failure Clothing Co. ( F*ckin Up Since 2009) Its Not a Style its a Lifestyle . Its a new clothing line thats out right now and its pretty much the shit!! It’s taking over!! It’s basically outfitting the entire Kentucky State University campus and its spreading throughout other surrounding states! Congratulations to Dre, Jeff, Greg, Bean, Kris, && Shelton for getting it off of the ground, you guys are the shit and I have NOTHING but love and faith in you guys, I support you with everything I have, FOF to the Death ya’ll!! *Muah* Be on the lookout for their stuff seriously!! =)
I Support Friend of Failure!!
:: All Love ::
Thanks to everyone who has hit me up on Twitter asking me to update my blog, and telling me how much they like it!! I really appreciate it, like I said before, when I first started this blog I didn't think anyone was going to read it for real lol but they doo and it really gets me excited!! If you want to get in contact with me here's all of my stuff..
Twitter : twitter.com/ClassyFreshCool
Facebook : facebook.com/SoDopeLCS
Email : flutenpiccluv11@yahoo.com (thats my direct email it goes straight to my iPhone)
Skype : PICturePerfect0902
AIM/iChat : Emancipated4mluv
Hit me up!! Talk to me! If there's something you want me to write about just hit me on one of those and I'll get back to you ASAP!
Ok here go some new pictures!!
Devan && Me
Me, Timmy, Devan . ♥ This One
Just Me lol
Me && Brittney!!
Ok that's all for now.
Signed.
SO dope. *
Wiz's XXL Freestyle
Wiz Performing 'This Plane' from Deal or No Deal in Lousiville, KY .. Who's that behind him?? LOL
Ok Ya'll know I have to share the laughs .. Babyyyy && I really wanna love yoooooou!!
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