My best friend since middle school, Tonnica, packed up and moved to Texas to be with her husband, and she took my Godson Eli with her. ::sigh:: I guess I can't be too upset because she's going to start a new chapter in her life and live happily ever after wither her family, but all of this talk about marriage, kids, moving away, moving in, and starting new chapters has really opened my mind to a lot of new thoughts && emotions. Before I move on to the next subject, I wish them the best of the luck and I love all of them, The Wooden's.
Ok so a few months ago I got involved with and individual who we'll call Mr. for now .. the phrase, We weren't meant to be we just happened is basically what sums us up. Towards the end of a relationship he started coming around more and before I knew it, I was with him everyday and couldn't have it any other way. What's so different about him is that he's actually grown (cause we all know that guys mature slower than girls) and he knows what he wants, and he likes me genuinely inside and out. We got off to a weird start though, I will say that, but I think that what adds the originality and the spontaneity to our relationship. I knew that he was different when he came and sat in the bathroom with me while I took a shower and talked to me, from the heart, straight up no gimicks and he told me that he had feelings for me and that we shared a bond that he hasn't shared with another girl before. He also told me that he wanted to be with me, and when he's with someone he takes it seriously and he's just with them no if, ands, or buts about it. That took me for a twirl because I had never had someone just come and tell me how they felt about me like that. Especially when I was feeling the same feelings for them. He has always been right on time with his emotions and that's what I love about him. Yes love but this isn't an ordinary love. This is the kind of love that fills me up with so much abundance and comes gushing out of my heart, this is the kind of love that can keep me up for days thinking about him, missing him, and longing for his touch. The catch to this whole situation is, I'm in Indianapolis and he's in California. So far away. But yet my feelings have continued to grow stronger for him. I talk to him EVERY SINGLE DAY, no exceptions. And I can't have it any other way. I'm going to visit him next month and I can't wait!
During all of this I have came to realize that I think that he might be the one for me. We have connected in so many different ways in such a small amount of time it's crazy! Even my mom loves him, and that's always a plus.
He is the guy that I can see myself growing old with, and starting a new life with. I know he's the one because when it comes to my ex, or any of the other guys that I used to be head over heel's crazy for.. Don't Matter. And that's HUGE!
.. Eh that's enough for now .. maybe more later ..
SO dope. *
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