My Superman!

Ok so I know I'm late but honestly I've been trying to find the words to even write this blog .. I have so many thoughts and emotions backed up in my mind that it is almost IMPOSSIBLE for me to sort them out and stick to just one emotion. But I HAVE to finish this blog .. yes there are atleast 5 that I've started but haven't been able to finish .. But this one is important so ....

It's almost like my dreams have been turned into nightmares! NEVER did the thought cross my mind that I'd see the day of MJ's death. I don't know, call me crazy, but it's always seemed like he was a super hero with super powers and he would never die. Honestly who ever thought of MJ dying? I know I didn't, maybe thats why its came as such a shock. Growing up listening to his music and watching Moonwalker countless times might have a lot to do with that.. My first cassette tape was a mix that my sisters had made for me, and that's ALL I would listen to. I remember being too scared to watch the "Thriller" video and doing the dance to "Remember the Time" wow!! So many memories are popping up in my mind. I remember when my mom gave me her "Thriller" record and bought me a record player so I could listen to it, and I would, every single day .. This is crazy!! The ENTIRE world has been touched by his work, and by his charitable acts and because of that the planet mourns the loss of our Superman .. Those who didn't grow up listening to MJ or around his movies and videos don't really understand, music does things that nothing else can, it comes in through the ears and travels through our veins and goes to the heart and the rhythm takes over .. reaching our soul. Music is magic, and Michael has made SO MUCH great music that its almost like we knew him on a personal level. He put so much love and emotions into his music that we can still feel it. He has played such a huge part in so many ppl's childhoods that its almost like losing a piece of something inside of you. Eventhough our hero is gone his soul lives on through his music, and I can feel it everytime I listen to it.. As long as eyes are open, ears are listening, feet are dancing, and souls are shining through Michael Jackson will live on.

But I MUST admit some of his songs I can't listen to all the way through without getting sad like, "Gone Too Soon" && "You Are Not Alone" .. other than that all of his other solo songs are ok for me to listen to .. but its something about little J5 Michael that yanks at my heart smh ..

R.I.P MJ .. You will forever be remembered and missed ..

SO dope. *