Happy Monday!!!

Happy Monday guys =) !!!

I really don't have a specific topic for today's blog but I have a lot of stuff on my brain, I'm currently suffering from scattegories again!! *Sigh* Guess I'll just let my fingers type and roll with it!!

[*I Have to Say This!!*]

In my last written post I was kind of in a bad mood and was kind of sour when it came to my relationship. I'll admit it happens to the best of us, when you get upset and you say things that you don't mean, but you can't blame me I was on a bad emotional roller coaster ride. Girls experience that from time to time about things in their lives so I'm apologizing to my boo :). We talked and I realized that it wasn't a bad decision for me to trust him in the first place so I'm happy with him, and I can't wait to see what the future holds for us. Even though right now it's kind of unclear what's in store for us I'm more than willing to find out. As usual I'll say I love my B. McQueen. He had to scold me a little and set me straight (lol, a little tough love never hurt anyone) but it's all love with us and that feels good.

[*Birthday Girl*]

As you know it was my birthday on Friday and it was awesome! I didn't go all out and do anything extravagant but I actually liked it that way, I just had a birthday dinner at Houlihan's and had a nice little turnout, the people that really held importance with me showed up so that's all that matters. Surprisingly I didn't go out at all but I'm pleased with the outcome of my bday weekend. I got a lot of me time which is always good. So yay happy birthday to me :) Oh yea!! Pics from my bday are in the It's A Photoshoot section!!

[*Droppin' Knowledge (In Reference to My Vlog)*]

Here's a little reinforcement for The SPM!! I hope you guys haven't forgotten to smiiile :) !! I guess this is my testimony? Haha something like it whatever!!

I have experienced a considerable amount of growth this summer and I'm so excited! I've had to learn some things the hard way but I have no regrets at all. The SPM has been one of the best things that I could've came up with because it has really helped me see things in a different light. That being said, I've came to realize that once you start growing and making changes to better yourself, it's almost like you're form is changing and other things in your life just don't fit anymore.

Let me explain.

Sometimes it takes having to spend time alone to have an epiphany that some things aren't the best in your life and you need to change it. It might be different for you but that's all it took for me, when you're alone you have a lot of time to think and observe things, rather they be good or bad, they tend to get a lot of your attention. Well for the first part of my summer I was dwelling in negativity and I was always worried about things (some of you might remember) and it was literally taking pieces out of me everyday and ultimately I was unhappy and that's not cool! When I got fed up of being sad all of the time, I had to sit back and remember that positivity is the key. Remember that.

When trying to stay positive it's more than just making personal changes, it also has a lot to do with your surroundings. Who you hang out with, and where, is very important. Once you start changing those things you'll notice that a lot of the things that you used to do really don't rock with you anymore and some of the people you used to hang out with you no longer mesh with. I've had to let someone go because they brought a lot of drama and negativity to my life that was unnecessary, even though this person was very close to me, they were holding me back from fully reaching my potential. I know there will be more people to come but sometimes the ones that you're around the most are the ones that tend to have an influence on your decision making and your mood. That's why it's so important that you just sit back and take a survey of your surroundings.

I despise people that constantly have a problem with someone, or they're upset about something all of the time. Just being negative! I used to be like that all of the time but I mean for what? What's the point? You're getting nothing out of it in the end so why waste energy?

Walking around being negative is like walking around with a million pieces of luggage hanging from you, it weighs you down and slows you down from getting to your destination, whatever that may be, so start by trying to take a little piece off at a time and things will be better for you.

[*ANYWHO*]

Now that we got that out of the way, it's about that time for me to start getting ready to go back to school. And I'm so excited!! I'm ready to experience the new scenery and make new friends. :) My last day at work is Friday and that leaves me I think like 2 weeks of down time, I'm really going to strive towards going to California to see Brandon. If he does decide to go back to K State I can see him there all of the time but I really want to get away from Indianapolis for a little while and spend time with my boo, so we'll see how that works out.

I got bored at work today and I found this website where you can like morph faces together and see what your baby might look like well I did one for Brandon && I and she turned out cute!! lol it's almost realisitic kind of. I think she would've came out better if our heads weren't cocked to the side in the pictures I used but they were the only ones that would've even remotely at the time lol. Oh well it still turned out cool. You should try it!

SO dope.*

This had me in TEARS!! *THROWBACK COMMERICAL* Vacation time! ::Insert Big Smile:: Word to Malcy Malc aka @DjProblemChild (Twitter) for sending it to me =)

I'd love to hear from you guys, feel free to share your "testimonies" as well!!!