FINALLY!! I know what's going on with me in the Fall, I got my information from TSU and that's where I'm going . I had a mini freak out after I found out that I was accepted because I have everything for me there BUT Brandon. ::Insert Sad Face:: but then I got to thinking... Until today I was clueless about what I was going to do in the fall, but now that it's came up I guess that's God telling me thats where I belong. It's only a few hours away from K State, I've made the drive twice!! So I'm thinking if Brandon really cares about me the way that he says he does, then he will be willing to make things work regardless of where we are. If not, then I guess it wasn't meant to be. If he brings his car with him then we can alternate visiting on weekends, which will be easy since I'm not marching. ::Insert Sad Face:: I'm definitely going to miss that as well. But hey, sometimes change isn't always that comfortable in the beginning but it all works out in the end.
I'm kind of scared because it's a new environment, new state, city, campus, ppl, but I have a few people there that I know will help me out. It's just a matter of staying positive, and praying and putting my faith in God so that He can continue to order my steps in the direction that they need to be going. I had prayed and asked Him to show me the way, and I guess this is the way. One of my favorite sayings are, "Everything happens for a reason" so we'll see :).
Pray for me ya'll as I embark in my new chapter. I have a good feeling about this, I know it's the right thing to do. I'm starting off fresh, with a clean slate and that's always good :). I've heard people say, "don't be afraid of change, change is good" I agree!
SO dope. *
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